It Is What It Is Clai Mates, 02/04/202502/04/2025 [Listening to…”Peace and Easy”…A collection of songs, mostly piano on Amazon]I haven’t done much writing lately. I haven’t had a lot to express. Sometimes even the oldest with MH issues needs to take a break and breathe.Lately, I have been feeling the lowest I could feel since fathers day ’21. I am not sure what it is. I am definitely beginning to feel more and more lost than I have in the last year. It is beginning to feel like it may warm up soon; I sure do hope so. I didn’t go once outside during last year’s summer. I didn’t feel like it to be honest. I plan on getting my time better regulated as soon as the weather warms up.I don’t understand why Preston cut me off so suddenly a few years ago. That has really been bothering me a lot. I guess he took my words and turned them around on himself. Either that or he has talked to J. But I refuse to be worried about it at all. I have found out, that perhaps I am doing what I have to do. I hardly hear from Darla either. We swapped texts the other night and she told me she and Jacob were going to Mexico this weekend for his job.So I thought I’d write a few words about how I am feeling. Could be worse, could be raining. After all, It Is What It Is.[ If it’s your job to eat a frog, it’s best to do it first thing in the morning. And If it’s your job to eat two frogs, it’s best to eat the biggest one first…..Mark Twain ] [ Reflections